{"id":259,"date":"2006-11-07T07:42:33","date_gmt":"2006-11-07T07:42:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.buffyholt.com\/blog\/?p=259"},"modified":"2006-11-12T01:25:00","modified_gmt":"2006-11-12T01:25:00","slug":"once-upon-a-time-in-a-land-far-away","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.buffyholt.com\/blog\/2006\/11\/07\/once-upon-a-time-in-a-land-far-away\/","title":{"rendered":"once upon a time. in a land far away."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve spent the past twelve months trying to figure out who I am as a writer.  This, on the back of a 78,000-word bit of book that&#8217;s sat in my desk from then &#8217;til now because I&#8217;m just not sure if it fits.  <\/p>\n<p>I started out at the end of a chic lit binge and my writing mirrored it.  If I&#8217;m being truthful, and I try to be, I&#8217;d say <a href=\"http:\/\/www.buffyholt.com\/blog\/2006\/07\/31\/not-so-super-model\/\" target=_blank>this<\/a> is me.  Because I am woman, amongst other things, and relationships and streams of thought and the odd <em>&#8216;does my bum look big in this&#8217;<\/em> make sense to me.  In many ways &#8216;supermodel&#8217; is the most real thing I&#8217;ve written here.  Not just because I lived it.  Breathed it.  Gained and lost thirty pounds because of it.  But because that&#8217;s just the way I talk.  When I&#8217;m on the phone with my sister, sounding shocked and annoyed and pitching my voice up and down.   I&#8217;m all about <em>&#8216;Sure, she has a lot of teeth, but so does my horse!&#8217;<\/em>.  <\/p>\n<p>But I didn&#8217;t <em>do<\/em> me.  I didn&#8217;t do &#8216;write what you know&#8217;.  I did that other thing.  And here&#8217;s what I discovered.  It&#8217;s fine to write <em>what you don&#8217;t know<\/em>.  But you better make it believable.  And I wasn&#8217;t doing that.<\/p>\n<p>Cosmo Buffy didn&#8217;t fit <a href=\"http:\/\/www.buffyholt.com\/blog\/2006\/01\/24\/prologue-20\/\" target=_blank>Toler Mountain<\/a>.  West Virginia Buffy did.  So I went back to my roots.  To the mountains.  To that person I never really was, but maybe would have been, if I had come along 50 years earlier.  &#8216;Course I did it in a library in the middle of England.  But I did it. I dove into the classics.  I re-read Faulkner and Twain.  Lee and Williams.  Wondered if Hemingway knew what he was on about when he said <em>&#8220;&#8230;you cannot do something someone else has done&#8230;&#8221;<\/em>  and decided to ask my Pa.    <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.buffyholt.com\/blog\/wp-content\/pacem.jpg\" rel=\"lightbox\" title=\"Pa - Grapevine Mountain (c) Holt\"><center><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.buffyholt.com\/blog\/wp-content\/pa2.jpg\" alt=\"Cemetery\"\/ border=0\/><\/center><\/a><\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s when I stopped reading (southern stuff) and started listening.  I found that life I might have had in my grandfather.  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.buffyholt.com\/blog\/2006\/03\/25\/i-tell-you-what\/\" target=_blank>And I found my voice<\/a>. <\/p>\n<p>I used it in &#8216;potholes full of shine&#8217;, &#8216;the death watch&#8217; and just about every other piece of fiction I&#8217;ve written for this blog.  Oh, and for that little matter of 78,000 words. <\/p>\n<p>It doesn&#8217;t exactly belong to me.  The tone or the rhythm.  But it does belong to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.buffyholt.com\/blog\/2005\/10\/24\/where-the-ground-wont-move\" target=_blank>him<\/a>.  And I know him as good as I know anything.<\/p>\n<p>I set myself a deadline when I started this blog.  One year in.  That year ends this month. Three more weeks of rewrites.  Three more weeks of edits.  Then it&#8217;s time for the querying.  Time for the fingers crossed.  Time for I-can&#8217;t-wait.<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve spent the past twelve months trying to figure out who I am as a writer. This, on the back of a 78,000-word bit of book that&#8217;s sat in my desk from then &#8217;til now because I&#8217;m just not sure if it fits. 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